Just let go. Will you?

I think I most definitely need to find peace. I need to love my me-time and I really need to accept and be okay with it. I need to let go of all the negativities in my life and the people emanating them. Unfortunately, these people are my near and dear ones. So I just need to learn to let go. JUST LET GO. If only I could learn that magic trick, if only I could love being alone, all my issues will be solved. A habit dies hard. I am habituated to a presence. Any presence. But I am not used to staying alone at any time, any day and anywhere. Thanks to my mom but that’s just her protectiveness I cannot blame in anyway.

I have no clue as to what to do but I’ll go one step at a time. The first step being, avoid all the negative energies, coming from anywhere or from anyone but I’ve got to ditch all of ’em. Let’s just focus on this for the time being. I’ve got to close my ears, my eyes, my mouth, my mind and whole of my brain towards anything negative, anything that disrupts me or anything unsettling enough to cause even a slight stir from normal in my daily routine.

Secondly, am gonna always try my best to keep myself busy. An idle mind is a devil’s workshop.

Goodluck!

That Empty Aura

This empty feeling

Surpassing,

All new bounds,

That can be found.

A blind horizon,

A fading oblivion,

A lost sensation,

A yearning salvation.

Can it be reached?

Can it be attained?

The wisdom unfathomable,

Which to majority unavailable.

But this nothingness,

Envelopes around,

Without any fuss,

We’re no where to be found.

Help me tear it.

Help me, myself.

Soul power, be fiery,

Stronger than ivory.

When broken,

I am released,

Free to the heavens,

No more to be freezed.

 

Randomness

I am of a very unsteady nature.

Even the little ants can disrupt my little life.

I know it ain’t gonna do me good but,

Let’s just have fun in the upsurges of our strife.

Being insecure means,

A volcano of emotions.

People judge, people are afraid,

But nobody cares for these potions.

Embrace yourself I say, love and just love.

You’re made from all the star dust,

You’re special, you flicker high in the night sky.

Forever you shall live and never rust,

Forever you shall be in bliss,

Forever you will be away from this rotten crust.

That Repose

Walking through a shadowed meadow,

I get lost in the sereneness of the night,

In the calmness of the deepest depth,

In the peace that sets everything right.

A forlorn tale unfolds,

When reality hides its face,

A tale of dreams and rainbows,

A sneak peak before an ugly race.

Let me be free, let me fly,

Away and away from this world so dry,

Far away to the clouds and sunshine,

And live with daisies and unicorns so fine.

Has this earth been tough to you?

Oh yes, its been rough spurting slew,

Am covered in which so heavily,

I can’t come out of it so easily.

But now let me sleep, a sleep so deep,

Let me slide away into my repose,

I don’t want to just live and live lost,

But live in a place where time just froze.

Back maybe…

Hello people! I am pretty sure you must have all forgotten me. I went very far from this WordPress family for a really long time. I didn’t leave you all of course! I won’t ever do that. Okay I’ll shut up. I am talking crap anyway. I guess ya’ll got it what I wanted to say. Anyway I am back! I hope to stay here and not desert you all.

Test Of Fate

A feeling of suffocation,

A feeling of being killed,

A feeling lingering so deep,

How can it be defiled?

A feeling so real that was,

A feeling of so much bliss,

A feeling to give in yourself,

In this love, in this kiss.

I think I knew or may be not,

I find it heavy, inside to rot,

I want or don’t want to lose,

Was he the right person I chose?

Uncertain things lying uncared,

I want to weep, but tears are spared,

Want things right but I am scared,

Now unattended are the things I shared.

Its a fault done by none,

It was serious, It was no fun,

I still feel burdened, but I still care,

What should I do? I feel so unfair.

Its not helping penning it down,

Its a test of faith and fate,

Let me just wait, let me just breath,

For time will settle down this state.

Metamorphosis

A molded pot,

The resilient hands.

The icy frost,

The melting sunshine.

The erratic seasons,

The careless leaves drying.

The volatile dew drops,

The vanishing petals,

Childhood that crops,

Into dreadful dimes.

The age old wrinkles,

The fading rhyme.

Love that sprinkles,

On dead benches.

The building life,

The pain it wrenches.

The crushing pondering,

The violent heart.

Changing with tide,

If struck by the dart.

Like the ever-changing road,

In the ever-changing energy mode.

Can’t help the crowd,

If I surrogate.

Can’t help it loud,

If I switch.

For my wounds,

Are getting stitched.

As in this race,

Has taken place.

Metamorphosis,

That Changed The Noesis.

Metamorphosis by charliesmyangel